Today's my 34th birthday.
I never imagine there will be so many people sending messages and prayers in this day. Maybe this is the highest one in my life.
What's so special is in this age I really get into the prayers they're sending. Those really warm my heart.
Today I also video called my mom. In those 20 minutes call, she tell me a lot about the struggle and how she perceive it. I can only imagine her as a mountain. She blessed me with this live, which I'm sure is the answer of her prayer, yet she has to face all the struggle in her old age.
Despite all of the odds, she firmly says that..
This is nothing but a blessing from Allah. Everyone can be thankful to god in easy times. But not everyone can be thankful in hard times.
All the attribute they put on me, all the good they perceive in me (if any) is nothing but a scarce of light from her.
34 years ago she risked her life for me but yet I can't even light her burden in her old age. Forgive me o the mountain I will never reach.
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